DON'T ALWAYS COMPLAINT TO OTHERS IF NO ONE WANNA FOLLOW YOUR INSTRUCTION. LOL
Based on the title up there,i am on FIRE early in the morning. You spoil my mood by making complaint to him. == i did't do yet DOES NOT mean i don't want to do. Can you wait for awhile? Why every time must ME do whatever you said? Help you do housework you said i NEVER help. Everything also you do and start creating those bullshit story! You are the one who make me on fire yet you are the one who cause me to express out my feeling in my blog. I hate you so much! If mum were here,at least she can understand me but you? NO! YOU ARE TOO SELFISH! Don't think you are my grandma,you can always complaint my thing to my elder brother. DOESN'T work at all!! And don't always hope that i will follow your instruction. I still remember last time when my mum was around. She told me that last time you throw every housework give her do and not even help her. And you even BECAUSE of your 'DAUGHTER',you scold my mum. Quarrel with her. How you treat my beloved last time,i will NEVER forget easily. Now,is the time you get your revenge! DON'T SAID I NEVER RESPECT YOU. PLEASE FLASH FOR WHAT YOU HAD DONE IN YOUR PAST TIME!! Get off! :@
Baby Jeffrey,
How are you being lately? I miss you so much.. However,i still can't get to met you yet due to some reason. Never mind,i will always miss you and i hope same goes to you.. I promise i will take care myself well,NEVER EVER make you worry me BUT then i LOVE the way you worry me because you make me feel that i always got a care from someone. =)love you very muchie. Although we sometimes quarrel but this doesn't means that i will leave you. I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU AS LONG AS I AM STILL ALIVE. You,are the first boy that have everything special in my eyes. So,stay with me,hold me and never ever let me go. Love you darling.
SPM..
Left three subjects and 10 days. I can't await for 6th December. Hahaha *evil laugh* XD freedom,wait for me! =)
-THE END-
Friday, November 25, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
hello :D
Hi,readers. Miss me? XD I am back again to my blog. Urmm,i think nothing much i can share in my blog. Maybe this post will be kinda bored. You may LEAVE if you don't like. =)
Firstly,i wanna share about my one week holidays. Left one day to go. Which means i just have ONE day for me to relax myself. After that,i need back to school again and start face my coming SPM. OH GOSH! However,i just can't escape. How i wish to hold on my SPM examination. Haih. Never mind,think positive! I will have my freedom after my SPM. Which means `THE WORLD BELONGS TO ME RIGHT AFTER 6 DECEMBER 2011` ! Can't await for that. You will feel the happiness if you are ME because finally you can free from BOOKS. Although is still early to talk about this,but i still want to share with my readers. The first thing that i will do after my exam is :
1.) Packed all my books.
2.) Clean my room and take away my SCHOOL UNIFORM.
3.) Rest enough.
4.) Cook porridge until 99 !
4.) Go saloon and CHANGE THE COLOUR OF MY HAIR :D
5.) Go for a trip and have a visit to Klang :)
6.) Shopping ! Every girl hope for that,am i right?
7.) Enjoy myself.
8.) Find part time job as i didn't selected to National Service.
THIS IS ALL I WANT TO DO AFTER MY SPM!! Hope everything that i planned will go smoothly.
Next,is HIM. The one who love me with his heart. Just wanted to let him know. No matter what happen,i will always stay beside him. I will always support whatever he do ( if rational ) and give him the best warm that i can provide. What am i crapping? LOL ==` Haha. DISTANCE doesn't matter. As long as our heart is always together,nothing can separate us. Let us try our best to protect our LOVE. You are the first guy that can make me change of myself. IS BAD TO GOOD. Don't misunderstand. The coming days,i need to focus more on my exam. Remember what i told you? WAIT ME UNTIL THE LAST DAY OF MY EXAM :D i know you can do it. Right,my dear? :P
I LOVE YOU,NO DOUBTS. :)
Till here.
Stay tuned.
Firstly,i wanna share about my one week holidays. Left one day to go. Which means i just have ONE day for me to relax myself. After that,i need back to school again and start face my coming SPM. OH GOSH! However,i just can't escape. How i wish to hold on my SPM examination. Haih. Never mind,think positive! I will have my freedom after my SPM. Which means `THE WORLD BELONGS TO ME RIGHT AFTER 6 DECEMBER 2011` ! Can't await for that. You will feel the happiness if you are ME because finally you can free from BOOKS. Although is still early to talk about this,but i still want to share with my readers. The first thing that i will do after my exam is :
1.) Packed all my books.
2.) Clean my room and take away my SCHOOL UNIFORM.
3.) Rest enough.
4.) Cook porridge until 99 !
4.) Go saloon and CHANGE THE COLOUR OF MY HAIR :D
5.) Go for a trip and have a visit to Klang :)
6.) Shopping ! Every girl hope for that,am i right?
7.) Enjoy myself.
8.) Find part time job as i didn't selected to National Service.
THIS IS ALL I WANT TO DO AFTER MY SPM!! Hope everything that i planned will go smoothly.
Next,is HIM. The one who love me with his heart. Just wanted to let him know. No matter what happen,i will always stay beside him. I will always support whatever he do ( if rational ) and give him the best warm that i can provide. What am i crapping? LOL ==` Haha. DISTANCE doesn't matter. As long as our heart is always together,nothing can separate us. Let us try our best to protect our LOVE. You are the first guy that can make me change of myself. IS BAD TO GOOD. Don't misunderstand. The coming days,i need to focus more on my exam. Remember what i told you? WAIT ME UNTIL THE LAST DAY OF MY EXAM :D i know you can do it. Right,my dear? :P
I LOVE YOU,NO DOUBTS. :)
Till here.
Stay tuned.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
BACK.
Hey,dude. i am finally back to my blog. Wow,few months i left my blog without any update. Many things i want to share here but i don't know whether i have enough time to share with my readers a not. Yet,i will try my best.
First of all,i just finished my trial exam. After three weeks trial,i felt that i will had a great relax just for few days but after the trial,i had been informed by my school teacher that Gerak Gempur is right after trial. Which means i just got one weeks to rest. Right after that,i need to face exam again. Oh,Wtf. Is damn tiring. But,never mind. I believe i can handle it.
Secondly,is about my life. I love my life so much. I know i got lost a caring mother but the god gave me two lovely brother and few cousins that really treat me with their sincerely heart. I love them much. Although sometimes the time we went out together is less,but i always appreciate for things that i have. I won't JEALOUS for what people had in their life because i know THE BEST THING is JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME. So,mum. Do not worry me. Life's go on. I will take everything easy and i won't gave up like how i do last time. I admit i FREAKING miss you but already been a fact you passed away. I don't want my life to full with tears and sadness anymore. I always prayed the best for you at the other world and i hope same goes to you. Give your bless to your child. I love you,mom. You are always the best.
Boy,i am happy because i knew you. You brighten up my life. You support me whenever i fall. You give me the best warm that i never felt before after so long. You always advice me to study hard. Whenever i start to talk about my past,you stopped me. I know you don't want i look back. I love the way you worried me,the way you treated me. If can,i hope you will used up the coming time to understand what i need in my life. Family and cousins knew our relationship. I really wish to used this opportunity to prove to them you are the one who willing to take care me for the rest of my life. I don't want to make them disappointed so i really hope you can did it well. Love is strong and i always believe that no matter how far the distance between us,i always believe that you will stay right beside me when i having trouble. Maybe we got less chance to go out but hand phone will always makes our distance become nearer. I love the kiss you gave me every morning,the way you great me Good Morning,the way you jokes with me and etc. Humans are not perfect but i still hope,you are a perfect boyfriend for me. I know you wouldn't have a chance to see my blog because i knew you are weak in English. Never mind. Perhaps one day you will knew what i wrote inside. Last but not least,i love you with no doubts.
-Till here-
First of all,i just finished my trial exam. After three weeks trial,i felt that i will had a great relax just for few days but after the trial,i had been informed by my school teacher that Gerak Gempur is right after trial. Which means i just got one weeks to rest. Right after that,i need to face exam again. Oh,Wtf. Is damn tiring. But,never mind. I believe i can handle it.
Secondly,is about my life. I love my life so much. I know i got lost a caring mother but the god gave me two lovely brother and few cousins that really treat me with their sincerely heart. I love them much. Although sometimes the time we went out together is less,but i always appreciate for things that i have. I won't JEALOUS for what people had in their life because i know THE BEST THING is JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME. So,mum. Do not worry me. Life's go on. I will take everything easy and i won't gave up like how i do last time. I admit i FREAKING miss you but already been a fact you passed away. I don't want my life to full with tears and sadness anymore. I always prayed the best for you at the other world and i hope same goes to you. Give your bless to your child. I love you,mom. You are always the best.
Boy,i am happy because i knew you. You brighten up my life. You support me whenever i fall. You give me the best warm that i never felt before after so long. You always advice me to study hard. Whenever i start to talk about my past,you stopped me. I know you don't want i look back. I love the way you worried me,the way you treated me. If can,i hope you will used up the coming time to understand what i need in my life. Family and cousins knew our relationship. I really wish to used this opportunity to prove to them you are the one who willing to take care me for the rest of my life. I don't want to make them disappointed so i really hope you can did it well. Love is strong and i always believe that no matter how far the distance between us,i always believe that you will stay right beside me when i having trouble. Maybe we got less chance to go out but hand phone will always makes our distance become nearer. I love the kiss you gave me every morning,the way you great me Good Morning,the way you jokes with me and etc. Humans are not perfect but i still hope,you are a perfect boyfriend for me. I know you wouldn't have a chance to see my blog because i knew you are weak in English. Never mind. Perhaps one day you will knew what i wrote inside. Last but not least,i love you with no doubts.
-Till here-
Friday, August 19, 2011
A memorable outing.
Today,right after school. All of us,i meant my tortoise family members went to Alex Tea house to have our lunch. After that,we heading to The Store to bought some snacks for tomorrow party. Is an awesome outing! =D right after tomorrow,we will be celebrating me and yi yin's birthday. The location take place at her house. Where is her house? Secret la of course XP
-SKIP-
went to first choice to search for present. Sin yau call me to choose any bear i want. Firstly,i wanted to search for Elmo but teluk intan don't have. So,i choose tortoise as my birthday present this year from her. I really very appreciate the present because it cost expensive >< thank you very much ;D picture will upload right after the party. =)
Next,is about Elmo. This year,i fall in love with Elmo. Last year is Domo but this year is different. Is E-L-M-O ! i don't know why i will fall in love with it. With no reasons :P i found that elmo is very cute oh. No matter how,i will have it one day. So,if you want give me present,elmo will do. What i crapping? LOL >< it doesn't matter la. Got heart jiu can jor. No present also never mind. One wishes already satisfy me. XD i think until here. I am not really feeling well right now. Can't bear with the pain in my stomach >< Wait for the next post ya ;D
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-SKIP-
went to first choice to search for present. Sin yau call me to choose any bear i want. Firstly,i wanted to search for Elmo but teluk intan don't have. So,i choose tortoise as my birthday present this year from her. I really very appreciate the present because it cost expensive >< thank you very much ;D picture will upload right after the party. =)
Next,is about Elmo. This year,i fall in love with Elmo. Last year is Domo but this year is different. Is E-L-M-O ! i don't know why i will fall in love with it. With no reasons :P i found that elmo is very cute oh. No matter how,i will have it one day. So,if you want give me present,elmo will do. What i crapping? LOL >< it doesn't matter la. Got heart jiu can jor. No present also never mind. One wishes already satisfy me. XD i think until here. I am not really feeling well right now. Can't bear with the pain in my stomach >< Wait for the next post ya ;D
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Wednesday, August 17, 2011
today,17th August 2011.
firstly,i wanna wish my friend,happy 17teen birthday. She's pooi yan. I am not going to upload any of her photo at here because i never save it at my laptop.
Well,just a simple message to her and i hope she will saw my post.
Today is your big day which also consider as the day your mum give birth to you. Hope you enjoy your big day with your family members,your friends and etc. I know you since i form 1. And,we start to get closer during Form 3. At the same time,we share our past and we even have lots of memory together with mei kei,huit ting and yin sze. We are always BFF. Lastly,happy birthday once again and i hope you will stay happy with your life. Xoxo.
Next,the time i went to playground. I went there with my cousin sister and her boy friend. Really have a wonderful time at there. Too long i never felt the happiness in myself and too long i never relax like today. When the moment i at there,i remember my childhood time. My grandpa bring us to there before and it happen when i was small. Now,a already 17teen. Time flies so fast. Some picture will saw the happiness of me.
*this picture kinda nerd*
*Smile*
*just be yourself or others will judge you*
Before i went to playground,i went to cube box with my cousin. My ayi's was there and i admit. Every time i saw her,my mum's image will across my mind. It makes me really down. Both of them are siblings and of course they look alike. That's why i said. Whenever i saw my ayi's,automatically i will think of my mum. :(( The feeling is so damn sad and not really many people can understand it. But,never mind. I always told to myself. I CAN DO IT. :)) Off this topic.
Continue with new topic. That day i went to G-box with my friends to celebrate poh ching's birthday. That night i really very happy. Finally,i can have a chance to sit in one table with all of them. There are pei jiun,vivien,saw peng,sin yee that i seldom talk to them after quarrel since form 1. Already 4 years. I really appreciate the chance. I hope next time,we will have the chance to outing again. LOVES! =) Not to forget,Happy birthday yo poh ching's. You are one of them that i never listed in. The friendship between us is getting closer and closer after few times outing with you. Thank to all of you that being my friend once in a life. ;D
*XD*
*XP*
urm,next is about him. I know our relationship is getting further and further. If you want back me to turn back like last time,sorry. I really can't. Even tough you are my kor,but now to me. You are just a stranger. I don't know why i will felt so but this is the way you make me to felt so. Really,i don't want be your last time mei that always will worry you,sms you but you felt nothing. Even tough when i fall sick,you not really care for me. I am really sick of it. I rather to be cruel to you than letting you hurt me once and once again. I admit i am a weak girl. I know i am just your mei. But since you are my kor,i bet you have the responsibility to care me. At least a message or a call will do but you didn't. I am not falling for you. Definitely NOT! I know you already got girl friend and i know she's the one you love to be with but this doesn't mean that you can ignore me whenever you felt that and you can find me whenever you want to. Please do understand my feeling. I don't wish to continue this because it really hurt me lots! Stop everything right now,i don't wish to so close with you again.
this post is kinda long.
If you are not interested,you can leave.
Don't need to complaint so much because this is my pages!
-THE END-
Well,just a simple message to her and i hope she will saw my post.
Today is your big day which also consider as the day your mum give birth to you. Hope you enjoy your big day with your family members,your friends and etc. I know you since i form 1. And,we start to get closer during Form 3. At the same time,we share our past and we even have lots of memory together with mei kei,huit ting and yin sze. We are always BFF. Lastly,happy birthday once again and i hope you will stay happy with your life. Xoxo.
Next,the time i went to playground. I went there with my cousin sister and her boy friend. Really have a wonderful time at there. Too long i never felt the happiness in myself and too long i never relax like today. When the moment i at there,i remember my childhood time. My grandpa bring us to there before and it happen when i was small. Now,a already 17teen. Time flies so fast. Some picture will saw the happiness of me.
*this picture kinda nerd*
*Smile*
*just be yourself or others will judge you*
Before i went to playground,i went to cube box with my cousin. My ayi's was there and i admit. Every time i saw her,my mum's image will across my mind. It makes me really down. Both of them are siblings and of course they look alike. That's why i said. Whenever i saw my ayi's,automatically i will think of my mum. :(( The feeling is so damn sad and not really many people can understand it. But,never mind. I always told to myself. I CAN DO IT. :)) Off this topic.
Continue with new topic. That day i went to G-box with my friends to celebrate poh ching's birthday. That night i really very happy. Finally,i can have a chance to sit in one table with all of them. There are pei jiun,vivien,saw peng,sin yee that i seldom talk to them after quarrel since form 1. Already 4 years. I really appreciate the chance. I hope next time,we will have the chance to outing again. LOVES! =) Not to forget,Happy birthday yo poh ching's. You are one of them that i never listed in. The friendship between us is getting closer and closer after few times outing with you. Thank to all of you that being my friend once in a life. ;D
*XD*
*XP*
urm,next is about him. I know our relationship is getting further and further. If you want back me to turn back like last time,sorry. I really can't. Even tough you are my kor,but now to me. You are just a stranger. I don't know why i will felt so but this is the way you make me to felt so. Really,i don't want be your last time mei that always will worry you,sms you but you felt nothing. Even tough when i fall sick,you not really care for me. I am really sick of it. I rather to be cruel to you than letting you hurt me once and once again. I admit i am a weak girl. I know i am just your mei. But since you are my kor,i bet you have the responsibility to care me. At least a message or a call will do but you didn't. I am not falling for you. Definitely NOT! I know you already got girl friend and i know she's the one you love to be with but this doesn't mean that you can ignore me whenever you felt that and you can find me whenever you want to. Please do understand my feeling. I don't wish to continue this because it really hurt me lots! Stop everything right now,i don't wish to so close with you again.
this post is kinda long.
If you are not interested,you can leave.
Don't need to complaint so much because this is my pages!
-THE END-
Sunday, July 31, 2011
31th of July
Today is the last day of July.. =( time passed so fast.. which means i still got one month to my trial and 4 months to my real SPM.. Really not feel to face all this.. Arghhh! Very tension ahh! I don't want to care anything but i just hope to success in my life.. Can i? I keep asking myself this question.. Too many things to study,to worry,to do and to think! Totally hate this life..! Move to next topic.. This post is just to crapping.. Dnt mind,pls? My readers.. =)
Today is Sunday.. Woke early in the morning because the weather is too cold and i can't get into my sleep after that.. Had a pack of Rocky early in the morning.. Cousin message me and ask for outing later.. I agree because i am free on that time.. After younger bro finish badminton,had a breakfast with them at KFC.. Went back home around 12pm and waiting for my cousin sister to fetch me for outing.. After she came,we straight to Kompleks Menara Condong.. I bought a pair of contact lens and it is in grey colour.. Love it very much.. I will post my picture later ;D Now having free time again,just to online and update my blog and few picture to fulfilled my time.. Hope i will have a wonderful day for every day.. See ya!
Next,this picture i took after my dinner with my family at Tai Chong last week.. XD
Wait for the next post ya =)
Today is Sunday.. Woke early in the morning because the weather is too cold and i can't get into my sleep after that.. Had a pack of Rocky early in the morning.. Cousin message me and ask for outing later.. I agree because i am free on that time.. After younger bro finish badminton,had a breakfast with them at KFC.. Went back home around 12pm and waiting for my cousin sister to fetch me for outing.. After she came,we straight to Kompleks Menara Condong.. I bought a pair of contact lens and it is in grey colour.. Love it very much.. I will post my picture later ;D Now having free time again,just to online and update my blog and few picture to fulfilled my time.. Hope i will have a wonderful day for every day.. See ya!
Next,this picture i took after my dinner with my family at Tai Chong last week.. XD
Wait for the next post ya =)
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
SICK,HAPPY,MOODY..
Last thursday and friday i never go to school because i fall sick. =[
so cham neh^^ got fever,sore throat,flu and cough >honestly,i miss the moment when i got sick last time,my mummy will touch my forehead and bring me to clinic.
but,i know. This moment will never come back again. I miss it so much. Never mind,i always told myself. Is already past and let the memory be the best history in my life. I went to clinic with my grandma and i took MC from the doctor for two days.
After i recover,i went back to school as usual. Not many homeworks but i left alot of lesson. =[
Never mind,i will try catch it as fast as i can.
Next,my auntie saw a doggie that almost fall to drain. She catch it and bring it to my small.
I very love the doggie.
I still remember my bro friend want to give me furry doggie but my bro don't let because he said later i will got no time to take care of it.
Never mind,i still got it. Even though it is not furry,but i still love him very much. XD
I will take care him very well as i love this doggie because he is cute. Hen ke ai oh ;D
Come my house and take a look on it. I bet everyone of you will like it. =)
I will post his picture on Facebook if i got time. Have a look on it ya.
Is you. :)
I know we having problem now. You got your thinking and i got mine too. Don't force me to change my decision because of her. Even though she is my kai mui,but i hope she know the limit of friend and you know the limit of friend too. Maybe i am jealous but don't tell me you don't if i use the same way to treat back others that got feel towards me? You makes me crazy and turn my mood very down. THINK WHAT DO YOU FEEL IF I USE THE WAY THAT YOU TREAT HER TO TREAT OTHERS..
i think that's all for this post.
GOODNIGHT
so cham neh^^ got fever,sore throat,flu and cough >honestly,i miss the moment when i got sick last time,my mummy will touch my forehead and bring me to clinic.
but,i know. This moment will never come back again. I miss it so much. Never mind,i always told myself. Is already past and let the memory be the best history in my life. I went to clinic with my grandma and i took MC from the doctor for two days.
After i recover,i went back to school as usual. Not many homeworks but i left alot of lesson. =[
Never mind,i will try catch it as fast as i can.
Next,my auntie saw a doggie that almost fall to drain. She catch it and bring it to my small.
I very love the doggie.
I still remember my bro friend want to give me furry doggie but my bro don't let because he said later i will got no time to take care of it.
Never mind,i still got it. Even though it is not furry,but i still love him very much. XD
I will take care him very well as i love this doggie because he is cute. Hen ke ai oh ;D
Come my house and take a look on it. I bet everyone of you will like it. =)
I will post his picture on Facebook if i got time. Have a look on it ya.
Is you. :)
I know we having problem now. You got your thinking and i got mine too. Don't force me to change my decision because of her. Even though she is my kai mui,but i hope she know the limit of friend and you know the limit of friend too. Maybe i am jealous but don't tell me you don't if i use the same way to treat back others that got feel towards me? You makes me crazy and turn my mood very down. THINK WHAT DO YOU FEEL IF I USE THE WAY THAT YOU TREAT HER TO TREAT OTHERS..
i think that's all for this post.
GOODNIGHT
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Random post.
Hi,readers. I am back again. Anyone miss me? Well,refer to my previous post. I got mention that i follow my school to a trip which located at Kuala Lumpur (KL). I am happy at there because i can spent my day with all my beloved darlings. XD Let's start.
First day :
6.30am - went to mei king to have breakfast with pooi yan
7.00am - waiting foe the bus to reached school
7.30am - starts our journey
11.00am - reached KL
11.30am - Heading to Muzeum Negara
12.30pm - Heading to Times Square
5.00pm - Check in hotel at SinggahSana Hotel
8.00pm - I-city XD
11.00am - Went back to hotel
Second day :
8.30am - Breakfast at hotel
11.30am - Check out
12.30pm - Went to Sunway Pyramid
1.30pm - Went to Sunway Logoon
4.30pm - Having meals at T-bowl
5.30pm - Start journey back to hometown :(
Well,that's the daily routine for me at last Saturday and Sunday. Honestly,i miss the moment so damn much especially when i playing those games in Sunway Logoon. So damn amazing. Spent your time at there during holidays,perhaps no regrets for you. =)
stay tuned ;D
*sorry,i never have picture to upload.
First day :
6.30am - went to mei king to have breakfast with pooi yan
7.00am - waiting foe the bus to reached school
7.30am - starts our journey
11.00am - reached KL
11.30am - Heading to Muzeum Negara
12.30pm - Heading to Times Square
5.00pm - Check in hotel at SinggahSana Hotel
8.00pm - I-city XD
11.00am - Went back to hotel
Second day :
8.30am - Breakfast at hotel
11.30am - Check out
12.30pm - Went to Sunway Pyramid
1.30pm - Went to Sunway Logoon
4.30pm - Having meals at T-bowl
5.30pm - Start journey back to hometown :(
Well,that's the daily routine for me at last Saturday and Sunday. Honestly,i miss the moment so damn much especially when i playing those games in Sunway Logoon. So damn amazing. Spent your time at there during holidays,perhaps no regrets for you. =)
stay tuned ;D
*sorry,i never have picture to upload.
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
12 @ 13 July
Well,yesterday i didn't post anything in my blogger due to my laziness. XD I delay it until today. Actually,nothing for me to wrote because i passed my day without any problems occur :D how i wish my every day will be like this =) but,its not a life for me if my life without problems and challengers. =] Two days is normal for me. Morning went to school,afternoon came back. Bathe and took my lunch time. Online and rest awhile. At night,bath and dinner again. After that,start my homework. THIS is my two days life. :P sometimes,i really tired and i will slept for hours. I know i am a pig,please don't laugh. But,tell me. Who don't like to sleep? Sleep is only place where we can relax our mind and recharge back our battery :D well,this saturday i am going to KL for school trip. I hope i will have a wonderful time with all my darlings. XP the purpose of the trip is to? Play? XD never mind la,no matter what's the purpose of the trip. I hope i can enjoy myself there. =D
Take care yo! :)
Take care yo! :)
Monday, July 11, 2011
Rest in peace,mum's.
Today is 11th July 2011. Which means is my beloved mummy's one year anniversary. Mum,do you know how much we miss you? How are you in the other world? To be honest,sometimes i really feel to leave this world and go the other world to gather with you. But,i know i can't be so selfish. A daddy for me to take care,an elder and an younger brother that i need to be with. Although today is your first year anniversary,but i never stop myself from missing you. Every time when i think of you,my tears will roll down. Without you,my life really became very tough. Hard to go through but i know i must be strong. Strong is easy to say but really hard to do. I share my feelings with friends,with my teacher and others. They can hear what i said but no ones will understand how it feels because most of them are perfect. I am not blaming others about your leaving. I am no blaming others when they can't be my listener. But,what i want them to know is. APPRECIATE people's around them very well. Or else,if one day they lost their loves one,regret and cry until eyes become blind also not use. It's too late. Mum,do you still remember our last memory? You bring us to cinema. The moment and every memory be with you will always stay fresh in my mind. I know i should bless for your decision but i am really sorry for saying that. I can't! Until now,sometimes whenever i think of you,my heart never stop from missing,my eyes never stop from rolling tears. I need to face those people that kept ask me this and that. It really makes me reminds of my past. I know i can't stop them from asking but since it is past,why don't they just keep their mouth shut? I know not only i miss you. Daddy,siblings,cousins,grandparents and your friends miss you too. But,no one can miss you more than your child. Grandma and grandpa will miss you lots too. So,since you choose this road. I really hope you will be happy in the other world. Put down everything. Find your own happiness at the other world. Don't worry about us,we will take care ourselves very well. If you really miss us,please appear in our dreams and at least let us know you are fine there. We are different world but don't worry. Our heart will always together. Mum,i love you. Wishing you all the best and take care yourself. We will miss you. Now and always.
Freedom @ Messaging
In every relationship,what is the main important thing? That is FREEDOM. If you want control your loves one without giving him/her freedom,this relation will never ever be last longer. I'm very sure about it because i experience that before. Conflict might be occur just because of FREEDOM. At least by giving your loves a little bit freedom,perhaps it can help them to be happy for sometimes? Don't you think so? Maybe different people have different opinion. But,if you can't give what i hope for,then please don't control me because i hate been control by others. I bet no one love to control by others too. No one,am i right? Purify your mind and think about it.
Next,messaging. Message is quite sweet for every couples sometimes but this doesn't goes to me. Sometimes can always but NOT ALWAYS. Don't you find bored if everyday just chat for the same thing by asking them the same question for every moments? Well,i found that is really so damn boring ad wasting credit. I prefer call more than text messaging. But,how many people having same opinion as me? =[ From now onwards,i don't care too much. If i am not int he mood to reply,then i won't. Maybe just to make myself happy? Until here,take care :)
Next,messaging. Message is quite sweet for every couples sometimes but this doesn't goes to me. Sometimes can always but NOT ALWAYS. Don't you find bored if everyday just chat for the same thing by asking them the same question for every moments? Well,i found that is really so damn boring ad wasting credit. I prefer call more than text messaging. But,how many people having same opinion as me? =[ From now onwards,i don't care too much. If i am not int he mood to reply,then i won't. Maybe just to make myself happy? Until here,take care :)
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