Well,just a simple message to her and i hope she will saw my post.
Today is your big day which also consider as the day your mum give birth to you. Hope you enjoy your big day with your family members,your friends and etc. I know you since i form 1. And,we start to get closer during Form 3. At the same time,we share our past and we even have lots of memory together with mei kei,huit ting and yin sze. We are always BFF. Lastly,happy birthday once again and i hope you will stay happy with your life. Xoxo.
Next,the time i went to playground. I went there with my cousin sister and her boy friend. Really have a wonderful time at there. Too long i never felt the happiness in myself and too long i never relax like today. When the moment i at there,i remember my childhood time. My grandpa bring us to there before and it happen when i was small. Now,a already 17teen. Time flies so fast. Some picture will saw the happiness of me.
*this picture kinda nerd*
*Smile*
*just be yourself or others will judge you*
Before i went to playground,i went to cube box with my cousin. My ayi's was there and i admit. Every time i saw her,my mum's image will across my mind. It makes me really down. Both of them are siblings and of course they look alike. That's why i said. Whenever i saw my ayi's,automatically i will think of my mum. :(( The feeling is so damn sad and not really many people can understand it. But,never mind. I always told to myself. I CAN DO IT. :)) Off this topic.
Continue with new topic. That day i went to G-box with my friends to celebrate poh ching's birthday. That night i really very happy. Finally,i can have a chance to sit in one table with all of them. There are pei jiun,vivien,saw peng,sin yee that i seldom talk to them after quarrel since form 1. Already 4 years. I really appreciate the chance. I hope next time,we will have the chance to outing again. LOVES! =) Not to forget,Happy birthday yo poh ching's. You are one of them that i never listed in. The friendship between us is getting closer and closer after few times outing with you. Thank to all of you that being my friend once in a life. ;D
*XD*
*XP*
urm,next is about him. I know our relationship is getting further and further. If you want back me to turn back like last time,sorry. I really can't. Even tough you are my kor,but now to me. You are just a stranger. I don't know why i will felt so but this is the way you make me to felt so. Really,i don't want be your last time mei that always will worry you,sms you but you felt nothing. Even tough when i fall sick,you not really care for me. I am really sick of it. I rather to be cruel to you than letting you hurt me once and once again. I admit i am a weak girl. I know i am just your mei. But since you are my kor,i bet you have the responsibility to care me. At least a message or a call will do but you didn't. I am not falling for you. Definitely NOT! I know you already got girl friend and i know she's the one you love to be with but this doesn't mean that you can ignore me whenever you felt that and you can find me whenever you want to. Please do understand my feeling. I don't wish to continue this because it really hurt me lots! Stop everything right now,i don't wish to so close with you again.
this post is kinda long.
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