This post is specially for him, my love :)

A Soul Mate Is the Nicest Gift Anyone Can Ever Be Blessed With.

I am so glad that you are a part of my life. It is such privilege to know you, to share myself with you, and to walk together on the paths that take us in so many beautiful directions.
I had heard of "soul mates" before,but...
I never knew such a person could exist - until I met you.

Somehow, out of all the twists and turns our lives could have taken, and out of all the choices we might have missed, it almost seems like we were given a meant-to-be-moment - to meet, to get know each other, and to set the stage for a special togetherness.

When I am with you, I know that I am in the presence of someone who makes my life more complete than I ever dreamed it could be.

You take my thoughts to places where my troubles seem so much further away and my joys feel like they're going to stay in my life forever.

I hope you'll stay forever, too. I feel like you're my soul mate. My world is reassured by you, my tomorrows need to have you near, so many of my smiles depend on you, and my heart is so thankful that you're here.

You Make Me So Happy.

It would bring me more joy than I can say if you would never forget, not even for a single day, how wonderful you are.

I'm so often at a loss to find the words to tell you how much you mean to me...

In my imagination, I compare you with the things like the sunshine in my mornings, the most beautiful flowers in the fields, and the happiness I feel on the best days of all.

You're like the answer to a special prayer. And I think God knew that my world needed someone exactly like you.

The Things I Promise to Be for You.

A place you can come to for comfort,
Eyes you can look at and trust,
A hand to reach out and clasp,
A heart that understands and doesn't judge,
A supportive shoulder to cry on,
A long walk anywhere you want to go,
And for any time when we're apart ; a close and caring intimacy that you will always know.
A door that is always open,
A caring, gentle hug,
A time that is devoted to you alone.

A reflection of my love.

The Nicest Feeling I've Ever Known Is Being in Love with You.

For bringing me happiness as though it were a gift I could open every day...I thank you.
For listening to all the words I want to say...I appreciate you.
For being the wonderful, kind, giving person you are...I admire you.
For being the most beautiful light in my life...I desire you.
For being everything you are to me and for doing it all so beautifully...I love you.

Every Time I Say "I Love You"

I'm really trying to say so much more than just those three little words ;
I'm trying to express so many wonderful feelings about you.
I'm trying to say that you mean more to me than anyone else in the world...

I'm trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together.

I'm trying to say that I get lost is wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I whisper "I love you",
I'm trying to remind you that you're the nicest thing that has ever happened to me...

It seems like my life was just waiting for you.
And now that you're here,
I want you to know that I have never been so happy.
I'm happy about all the things we share and all the ways we care about each other...
You have created lasting changes in my life and in the way I want tomorrow to be.

If I didn't have you,
I don't know what I would do...
because with you,
I have so much.

What Do I Want in a Relationship?

I want emotional closeness. I want sharing. I want a beautiful bridge between us that is always there, always open, always secure, always ours alone.
I want to talk things over and be so in touch with each other...
I want the things we do to turn into some of the nicest memories of all.
I want friendship and love. I want gentleness and strength.
I want to be home with you, and I want you to be home to me...beautifully, happily, gratefully.

I found what I was searching for. And now, the thing I most want to do...
Is let you know how very much I will always love you.

Do You Know How Important You Are to Me?

I know you probably wonder from time to time what you mean to me.
So I'd like to share this thought with you, to tell you that you mean the world to me...

Think of something you couldn't live without... and multiply it by a hundred.
Think of what happiness means to you; think of your favorite days ever.
Add up all your best feelings, take away all the rest... and what you're left with is exactly how I fell about you.

You matter more to me than you can imagine and much more than I'll ever be able to explain.

You Are Everything to Me.

I receive so much joy from being able to see a smile in your eyes.
I love to look at you and realize how glad I am for everything the two of us share.
I need those moments and all those memories in life...
I need your goodness and your giving and all the joy you bring.
I need promises we make, and the plans we have, and the precious gift of simply holding your hand in mine.
It would be wonderful if every wish imaginable could find a way to come true.
But deep down inside, I don't need all those wishes.

All I need...is what I have with you.

I want to thank you. So much. I want to love you. With every smile and every touch.
You're my wish in every single star. I want you to realize that you'll always be the only one who makes me feel like this.
Please remember... Long after this day is over, and far beyond each kiss... in the "always" that lies ahead and the "forever" that will be, I'll still be loving you and thanking you for joys you've given me.

Until Forever.

It would take me a lifetime to list all the reasons why you're so important to me.
It would take forever to find words for all the thanks I would like to express... about the deeply reassuring feelings I have felt...in your acceptance of me. And it would take an eternity to give you back even half of the happiness you've given.
But until forever is here, until a lifetime is lived, and until eternity comes along...
I will hold you in my heart more gently than any feeling, I will keep you on my mind more lovingly than any thought, and I will feel blessed by your presence more than you will ever know...

There are so many things I would like to do for you and so many things I would like to say and give and share.

But for today, I just want you to know that in addition to all the love I can possibly give... I promise to be your friend for as long as I live.

I'll always be there,
and I'll always care.

I Will Always Love You.

I am going to love you all of my life, through whatever comes along.
The feelings I have will stay strong and true, knowing that our tomorrows hold so much promise for us...
I really think that we have an opportunity to be as happy as any two people could ever be.

That's why this is what I would wish for, if I could have just one request...

Please...just keep on loving me.

Because no matter what comes along,
if we just keep our love strong,
we can always work out all the rest.

You Are My Own Special Miracle.

The days we share are my blessings. The memories we make are my treasures. The togetherness we have is my dream come true.
And the understanding we share is something I've never had with anyone but you...

If anyone ever asked me what part of my life you are... I would just have to look at them and smile and say,

"The best part".

The happiness you give to me is something I'll never be able to get enough of.

I love having you in my world.

And I love having you to love.

 

*this post is specially for him*
*he's one of the best part in my life*
I love you.

With loves,                                                              To,
Leanna Tan :)                                                           My beloved darling,
                                                                                  林建团 <3

Hello August.

Hello hello,i'm back readers. It's been a long time i never update my blog. I'm sorry due to the busyness. Anywhere,i'm still here to share one new post for this month. It's August now. August is exactly my month. I meant,my birthday fall on August :) Until now,i still not yet plan how to celebrate it. Will celebrate with my Darling few days later because my birthday fall on school days and working days. I need to study and he need to work so we postponed to celebrate my birthday few days later =) I just can't wait for my one weeks holiday due to Hari Raya. Maybe will go Kampar find my friends and of coz stay there for few days (: After one week holiday,then on 30th..He will come back fetch me to his hometown. Will stay there for few days to celebrate my birthday & our anniversary. Not to forget,i bought one SUB bag for him as present for our anniversary. And,i know he love it very much. I even bought a body glove couple shirt =] I hope this month will be the most awesome and memorable month for me. Darling,i'm here to wish you Happy Anniversary! Thanks for you care,your love and whatever you did to me. I appreciated it a lot. Appreciated from the bottom of my heart. You're always the best for me. Some people don't believe love from the first sight,but i believe. Some people don't believe long distance relationship,but i believe. Because i know,our love is strong to go all this. We still have a long journey to go for us to built our own family. You will be my only prince & i will be your only princess. I love you.

-we took this when both of us went for a vacation with your family at Pulau Pangkor-

-i love the way you hug me,it makes me feel so warm-

-we capture this on mummy's birthday-

-you are MINE- <3 The End.

Survived.

Yo readers. I'm survived. Yesterday (21.3.2012) is a day which all 94's students afraid of. I admit i'm included inside. I took my breakfast with Yi Yin at Mei King. After that,i fetched her to Maybank because she wanna in money for her bank account. After she had settled everything,we went to school. I'm the driver,of course. When we reached school,we saw lots of people outside the hall. We taught the result is coming out but we're wrong. It's empty inside. We went for a walk around school and great few teachers. Luckily they still remembered us :D After that,we went back to hall and our principal,Puan Aminah invited all SPM candidates to the hall. Class teacher in 2011 are ready in their position and with some help from those Form 5 student (2012). Then,it's time for them to announced who's the top student for 2011 batch. And,that goes to 1 Malaysia. (Malay,Chinise and Indian). Once their name called out,they felt so happy! After that,announced those who got straight A's. Got 17 people yo! See,how proud our Convent school will be? XD

After that,every students can get their result from their class teacher. I'm second who took my result. 2/21 ;) Actually,i felt so nervous but i know. No matter how,I must accept the fact. I kept told the teacher please close it up. But,she ignored me and she even see my result. WHAT THE FUCK! Never mind,it;s over. When i took my result,Puan Rosnah beside me.She even look at my results too. And i remembered the scene.

Puan Rosnah ; Chee Yen,awak dapat A+ dalam Bahasa Melayu and she hugged me.
Me ; I stand there like a dumb and just smiled with her.

Next,i took my result and went for a quiet place to look for my result. Yeah,my result not that good and not that bad. Can count as average for me. At least,i'm better than those people that LC me before. And i must admit this phrase. EFFORT COMES WITH 7% and LUCK COME WITH 3%! ;) I'm satisfied with my results.

I told my brother's about my result and he told me i can go for college or Form6. He never forced me. None of my family members forced me to go Form 6 but i willing to do Form 6 because i wanna try the best again. I don't want so early go in college as what daddy's told me. After you finished form 6,you only 20 years old. And maybe i will change my ambition after i do my Form6. Many senior guide me to Form 6. So,i will just ignore those negative critic about Form6. To be honest,i'm afraid to go in form 6. I got no friend there because i know,none of my friends will do form6 but one of my senior told me: Doesn't matter. You can create new friends there. And thanks to adeline's. Her words make me feel more confident towards myself. She said : Don't take other people compare with you since you make decision to do Form 6. So overall,i hope i can do my Form6 very well. I wish for my friends and i hope they wish the same to me too.

A letter to friends.
Friends,i might not following you all to college or any where. This note i wanted to delivered to all my friends that got helped me before. Without you all,i won't success. I won't be happy in school. I won't get to listen to you all advice. Thanks for the helped. I will appreciate to the max! Sometimes,we even quarrel just a little thing. We even show our black face to each other's when we not like each other. But,i do really hope. No matter where are you,please remembered that i will always be there for you. Maybe i not as good as others,maybe i not as perfect as others but if you willing spend your little time with me,yo will understand me very well and of course i don't hope our friendship will ruined if we are far apart. So,i wish all the best for you all. Your future is waiting for you. NEVER GIVE UP. Whenever come back Teluk Intan's,give a call. Or make appointment with me. ;P! At least,our friendship won't become not good. Lastly,all the best!!

Yesterday.

I feel so free right now and i just have mood to blog. XD
Well,yesterday i/m going out with my few buddies (Poh Ching,Pei Jiun,Yin Sze,Sin Li and myself).
It has been a long time we never met up. Actually the outing is on Saturday night but some of them can't make it so we cancelled that and change it to 18.3.2012.
I'm so happy when we chat about our results,sharing story with each other and gossiping other's people thing. I'm bad,no?
Never mind la. As someone told me before. "IF YOU DIDN'T GOSSIP ABOUT OTHERS,OTHERS WILL GOSSIP ABOUT YOU TOO" AND I'M SUPER AGREE WITH THAT PHRASE!
Before the outing,i snap one picture to keep it as memories. Here it comes!




#mango #outing #18.3.2013.
This mango shirt i bought it at Jusco. Although the shirt looks simple but its nice to wear! Just got two colour available. Pink and dark blue. And of cause,i prefer dark blue! Well,back to the main topic. We go Sing K and we enjoyed ourselves there of cause. After singing,i fetch them back with my manual car. Poh Ching said she didn't sit my car before and here come the first time :P! I never bring my camera out because on that day,i'm not bringing any bag. So,no pictures available. Sorry readers :D After fetch them back,i back home and fetch my younger brother's out and have dinner together at Lana. I enjoyed my chicken sandwiches whereas he's enjoyed his chicken shop rice. On the spot,i saw chia yee's and her family. I bet she didn't saw me. And after they finished their dinner,Yi Yun said HI with me. Then,i replied back her. After dinner,came home and took a refeshing bath! Rest myself and then sleep :)
THE END OF 18.3.2012.

Next,i would like to post about my result.
My result is coming out on 21.3.2012 which means 1 more day left!
I not really feel nervous because i know no matter how nervous am i,fact is still fact. Since i had tried my best,then nothing i can complaint anymore.
After my result out,i only decide whether will go Form 6 or college.
My ambition is to be teacher and 10/10 people who ask me what you wanna be in future? I said i wanna be teacher and they replied me : TEACHER GOOD !
But,daddy advice me to go for Form 6 because he told me that with Form 6 certificate,the money that i earned in future will be double than i'm just having SPM certificate. What he told me,i agreed and of course i know if i want to archive a better result,i must work hard for that. Take my bro as an example. I keep asking myself can I? But,one boy told me. NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO,YOU MUST HAVE CONFIDENT. And,my bii told me that : NO MATTER WHAT I DO IN FUTURE,HE WILL SUPPORT ME AND HE DON'T WANT I REGRET FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. So,most probably after result out,i only will think wisely so that i really won't regret in FUTURE! :) Dear God and dear mum,please give me the power to face the reality. No matter how bad with the result,i will accept it. So,please bless me! Thank you ;)

-THE END-

6 month anniversary

Based on the title up there,i guess my readers know what will i blog about tonight. Yes,tomorrow is 1st March and this shows that i'm having a relationship with him for half year. Nah,i'm not showing off or what. I just want share my feeling with my readers. Of course,if you are not interested,you can leave my blog anytime and no one will force you to continue reading this post. And,PLEASE STOP complaint that my blog full of words and you lazy to read it. You have no right to critic me ONCE YOU STEP IN MY BLOG. Get it? Well,let's start. I know 6 months just a short while but no one will know how many thing i have gone through together with him. I don't want take others to compare. Now,JUST ME AND HIM. I promised i will protect our LOVE. No one can take you away from me. We won't leave each other no matter what happen. Although our distance far,but i always told myself. As long as our heart together,nothing can separate us being apart. When i'm with him,i can feel his care towards me and of course every girl will feel the same from their boyfriend but no harm for me to wrote my feeling inside this post,am i right readers? The moment when i wanna meet him is excited and no one will understand the feeling inside my heart. Just myself will do. You are the one who I love the most. You brighten up my life. Even though you are tired sometimes,but you still willing to accompany me. That's make me love you day by day. And,i guess our relation is stable now. For me,is stable. We didn't quarrel for a small thing yet we discuss together when having a little bit arguement. You are totally different from my ex. I never experience something like. Urmmm,when we quarrel,you will have the heart to solve it together with me. I love the way you are and you are a present that God sent to me and i will appreciate to the end. I have confident to walk with you till the end of our life. Even we dead,the next lifetime i also willing to be your wife because YOU ARE THE BEST FOR ME. I told you i don't wanna go Ipoh study because if i go there,the chance to meet you will be very less. Now stay at TI also very less already,how can I go Ipoh and study? You told me. Don't worry. Be confident to our love,be confident to each other. You advice me to continue my study and don't because of distance,give up my dream. You told me you will wait me patiently and while waiting for me to finish my study,you will work very hard and earn a lot of money so we can have a better future with our child. Do you know? Whatever you told me before,none of my ex do it before. Well,i can't deny that your thinking is better than me. Sometimes,i even feel that you are more matured than me. You taught me lots of thing. When i quarrel with family members,you advise me. When i'm stress,you accompany me. When i'm sad,you persuade me. YOU GIVE ME THE BEST WARM! And,i love you with all my heart,no doubts. Maybe to others,our relation just a short well. But,time is not a problem to me. AS LONG AS WE LOVE EACH OTHER,IS ENOUGH. We trust,we respect,we honest.. that's very enough to me. I WON"T GIVE UP this relation no matter how hard and how many obstacles i have to face in my future. Readers,from him. I KNOW DISTANCE IS NOT A PROBLEM TO FALL IN LOVE. AGE-ING IS NOT A PROBLEM TO BE WITH. Appreciate the one who know how to appreciate you and DUMB those people who just know how to hurt you. I have gone through many thing. I understand those feelings but if you still hiding in your past,who can help you? Every one will have their past. Look further and think of your future. Be brave to face the problems. He,LIM KIAN TWAN the boy that i wanna spent with for the rest of my life. We'll have our own career,our own family,our own children and our own LOVE STORY in future. Baby,walk with me for the rest of your life. Alright? XOXO

-Here are some photos that taken during our met-



-My man-



-Our hand-



-Our ring-



-The Formation Of Love Is Came From Two Heart And Two Souls-



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-THIS WILL BE OUR FUTURE-

-The End-.