Sunday, October 9, 2011

BACK.

Hey,dude. i am finally back to my blog. Wow,few months i left my blog without any update. Many things i want to share here but i don't know whether i have enough time to share with my readers a not. Yet,i will try my best.

First of all,i just finished my trial exam. After three weeks trial,i felt that i will had a great relax just for few days but after the trial,i had been informed by my school teacher that Gerak Gempur is right after trial. Which means i just got one weeks to rest. Right after that,i need to face exam again. Oh,Wtf. Is damn tiring. But,never mind. I believe i can handle it.

Secondly,is about my life. I love my life so much. I know i got lost a caring mother but the god gave me two lovely brother and few cousins that really treat me with their sincerely heart. I love them much. Although sometimes the time we went out together is less,but i always appreciate for things that i have. I won't JEALOUS for what people had in their life because i know THE BEST THING is JUST RIGHT BESIDE ME. So,mum. Do not worry me. Life's go on. I will take everything easy and i won't gave up like how i do last time. I admit i FREAKING miss you but already been a fact you passed away. I don't want my life to full with tears and sadness anymore. I always prayed the best for you at the other world and i hope same goes to you. Give your bless to your child. I love you,mom. You are always the best.

Boy,i am happy because i knew you. You brighten up my life. You support me whenever i fall. You give me the best warm that i never felt before after so long. You always advice me to study hard. Whenever i start to talk about my past,you stopped me. I know you don't want i look back. I love the way you worried me,the way you treated me. If can,i hope you will used up the coming time to understand what i need in my life. Family and cousins knew our relationship. I really wish to used this opportunity to prove to them you are the one who willing to take care me for the rest of my life. I don't want to make them disappointed so i really hope you can did it well. Love is strong and i always believe that no matter how far the distance between us,i always believe that you will stay right beside me when i having trouble. Maybe we got less chance to go out but hand phone will always makes our distance become nearer. I love the kiss you gave me every morning,the way you great me Good Morning,the way you jokes with me and etc. Humans are not perfect but i still hope,you are a perfect boyfriend for me. I know you wouldn't have a chance to see my blog because i knew you are weak in English. Never mind. Perhaps one day you will knew what i wrote inside. Last but not least,i love you with no doubts.

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